I’m really irritated. Apparently, two of the DOZs (The sorority I want o join) were saying that I’m going around trying to de-flower all the virgin TKEs. I’m not sure where they even got the idea. I flirt with all the guys, virgins and non. I’m a flirty person. I have yet to de-flower a TKE. I might be soon, and I really want to de-flower him, but it’s not just to de-flower him. If that were the case it would be done.

I’m just not sure where they got the idea. They had to know that the second one I dated wasn’t a virgin because he's a womanizer, and the first wasn’t, they had to know that too, because he haad drunk sex with one of the DOZs before we were together. The honorary TKE the I dated, they know as well, even though he doesn’t really count because he wasn't a TKE.

I’m fine with people making accusations if they have a basis, but I can’t find a single bit. It just is so irritating. I’m not sure whom else they think I have been with, especially since most of the TKEs have already been de-flowered. I don’t know.

I really hope that no one takes it seriously, especially since it is a lie. I’m pretty sure that the girl who told me this wouldn’t lie to me, and I have heard one of the DOZs talk about other people behind their backs, but I don’t think I’ve heard the other one do anything like that. But she tends to just do whatever the first one does, so maybe. I know I should trust the girl who told, but it’s really hard, because now I’m wondering who else thinks I’m a whore and that I’m going around sleeping with as many virgins as possible.

I don't know what to do. I know I should just forget about this, but like I mentioned, I'm dating a vigin TKE. I don't want him to hear this and believe them. I think he's mature enough to talk to me about it, and I can hope, but I can't be sure. I not possitive that I love him, but I do care about him, and I don't want him breaking up with me over something this stupid. Hopefully, if he loves me as much as he claims, he'll know that it's crap. I can hope